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tl;dr: nnnngggghhh
Apr. 12th, 2009 08:57 pmOh my god this paper. I am so disappointed in it and just praying that I get a passing grade on it. I mean, I've been doing surprisingly well in this class, especially since I took a class with this same professor last semester and just scraped by with a B- (the worst grade I've gotten since I started my masters) but still.
I am doing the same thing I do at the end of every semester, which is go back and forth between "oh man I aced this, this was so easy, I am so smrt" and "oh god I screwed everything up and I'm going to have to tack on another semester, just kill me now" every... half hour or so. The nightmares where I get an e-mail from my professor going "oh hai you fail" should be starting ANY DAY now.
Yes, I am so lame that I have nightmares about my grades.
Hrgh, maybe I'm just extra stressed because this is my last semester and I can almost see my sweet, sweet freedom off in the distance now. Every other semester I ended up stressing out over nothing, but then again, every other semester I had another semester starting up right after, and I was already registered for classes, and I also wasn't talking on the phone with my grandmother about meeting her in Pittsburgh for graduation.
speaking of which, two weeks and counting.
At least now I don't have the paper LOOMING OVER MY HEAD LIKE A DARK SHADOW anymore. Here is my new research-paper-free to-do list:
THIS WEEK I AM GOING TO:
-Do my last one page paper
-Do whatever random message board crap I have to do for my other class
-Return my piles upon piles of library books
-Clean my room because I neglect it when I get really busy with schoolwork
-Clean my shower for the same reason. Actually I should do this first because the drain is getting clogged and it's kinda gross
-Get caught up in City Folk because I have not had time to play since... sometime before April oh god
-Poke somebody at Pitt about a graduation schedule because they still haven't given us one
ON A LIGHTER NOTE I dyed easter eggs today! I haven't done that in years! I also have lots of chocolate! \o/
I am doing the same thing I do at the end of every semester, which is go back and forth between "oh man I aced this, this was so easy, I am so smrt" and "oh god I screwed everything up and I'm going to have to tack on another semester, just kill me now" every... half hour or so. The nightmares where I get an e-mail from my professor going "oh hai you fail" should be starting ANY DAY now.
Yes, I am so lame that I have nightmares about my grades.
Hrgh, maybe I'm just extra stressed because this is my last semester and I can almost see my sweet, sweet freedom off in the distance now. Every other semester I ended up stressing out over nothing, but then again, every other semester I had another semester starting up right after, and I was already registered for classes, and I also wasn't talking on the phone with my grandmother about meeting her in Pittsburgh for graduation.
speaking of which, two weeks and counting.
At least now I don't have the paper LOOMING OVER MY HEAD LIKE A DARK SHADOW anymore. Here is my new research-paper-free to-do list:
THIS WEEK I AM GOING TO:
-Do my last one page paper
-Do whatever random message board crap I have to do for my other class
-Return my piles upon piles of library books
-Clean my room because I neglect it when I get really busy with schoolwork
-Clean my shower for the same reason. Actually I should do this first because the drain is getting clogged and it's kinda gross
-Get caught up in City Folk because I have not had time to play since... sometime before April oh god
-Poke somebody at Pitt about a graduation schedule because they still haven't given us one
ON A LIGHTER NOTE I dyed easter eggs today! I haven't done that in years! I also have lots of chocolate! \o/